found it on bits and pieces and decided to do it. =)


and this video is niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.ok..the song is nice 1st.haha..

i had been complaining about the same subject to 4 different people for the past few days.
its great to know that you are not alone feeling that way and there are some people out there who agrees with you.even if its just some small things but it still feels good.hahahhaa. =))) i shall stop complaining about the same thing already.though it makes me feel happy.wahahaha.

i hate my project groups.ALL of them.i feel like i am in IS class everyday.
i see them before, but i dont really know them,dont really want to know them,dont really like them and have to work with them. -.- sianss.

i meet up with addy tan aka SBF(F) yesterday the day before..!!had the kiddy set in yoshinoya and its filling...!!! =)) the potato soooooo nice to eat and nice to see can..!!lol..started playing around with it.and panda got racist..!!!hahaha.shall post the picture of the meal some other time.today tired.hahahaha.

showed her her present but she cant take home cause me and yiyang must present it to her personally together then got sincerity. ^^ she says its nice..!though me yiyang and shirmain (who did a poor job of cutting the pictures because she thinks she is unpaid labour) all think not nice.lol.

today.went band..played percussion and not the *lute..hahaha.cause dont really want waste mr tan's time..you know i know we know..?ya.lucky the white but name is red de ghost got come today.if not i bored to death.as in really to death.hahahhaa..and i didnt know the triangle can get soooo irritating.roarss..and stupid birthday man..!!!!!嫌弃 my hand.want shake hand with him hor,he only give me his jacket sleeve lehh.best.i hope his hair grow s.l.o.w.l.y..lol. =D

then had dinner with 大姐 christine and shirmain while everybody else went KAP. =)) had the pineapple rice which i had always wanted to eat since school start.oh finally~~~~ hahahaha..nice food. =)))

then we chit chat chat chit until 11pm then we 舍得 to go home.hahhaha. =)) will remember about the story about the 'your best friend crying over boyfriend story'. =D

and 孙燕姿's live singing super super good sia..!!!!!!!!i heard her sing live 我怀念的 2 times and i am seriously impressed.hahahhaa..so i officially declare that 孙燕姿 is my idol now..!!!! hahahahhaa..

and i believe that birthday presents should be given with a heart of sincerity to wish that the person had lived another year safely and n.o.t with a heart obsessed with the monetary cost of it.

oh man.i am tired.tutorials and tutorial and more tutorials tomorrow. =(

and finally

=)))))))))))
october is a nice month.hahahaaz..

today the timetable very horrible.
lecture from 9 to 11 at LT 20.
then is 2 hours tutorial at blk 56
i no like the tutor. =SSS
i want ben tan..!!! =((((
then another 2 hours break which we went to canteen 3.
and canteen 3 is niceeeeee...!
i had been to the canteen like 3 times only though i am in ngee ann for the 4th semester already..?lol..
but canteen 3 food seems nice and is the cheapest canteen ba.. =))))
and the prata is soooooooo big can..!!hahahaz..
then later having another 2 hours tutorial at blk 18.

machiam tour the whole ngee ann like that.
and the day stretches from 9am to 5pm..!! =((((((((

meeting ms adeline tan later..! ^^
and my list of shows to watch shorten to 15 already..!!gogogo..~~!!! =)

omg.we just found out that we burnt the wrong specs for my grandfather.opps.hahahaz.

anyways.its the second week since school started.and me shirin and kenneth only skipped like 2.5 lectures so far.total we got 10 lectures for 2 weeks la..lol..

but attending lectures also equals to no attend. =pp cause all we do is just chit chat and gossip.occasionally highlighting the notes and writing down something..hahaz..
and i love LT24..!!! ^^

i think all lecturers and tutors should go attend the ocom module during the holidays..so that they will remember to engage the students and it would be less boring for all of us. =)))

and my house tv is now showing a very gross movie called the black sheep.eww.

Put The Big Red Button on your site

today is a tiring but laugh like mad day.LOL.
had subway for lunch.the last time i eat that was about 2 months ago..?hahahahas.
snacks and dinner at miss clarity cafe with shirin yiyang shirmain gabriel weiren peiwen and kenneth. =)))))))))

the food at miss clarity cafe is niceeeeeeeeeeee..!and the place also very nice..quite few people in the afternoon.so can just sit there and fool around.hahaha.got free flow of tapwater somemore..!!lol.super nice place with nice food.especially the cheese fries..? =DDDDDDDD
but then is 'a place where happy people meet'.if you emo cant step in.hahaha.

peiwen the 综艺一姐 did her malaysia slang and is freaking funny..!!!LOL.

gabriel went off from work and peiwen went home for dinner.
after our own dinner,went to over to thomson plaza to visit gabriel at his workplace.
then walkwalk around.

and sat down at ya kun.
and laughed like mad people there.
especially the jokes about the 'wild card' and 'waiting at the dentist'..WAHAHAHAHA.super funny can..?!

last day of the 1st week.
no more just lectures already. =(((
projects are coming..!!! =((((((

year 2007 is not ending but its sucky enough already. -boo-
things are happening but there is no one for me to blame. -double boo-
and i am getting more and more easily irritated. -triple boo-

i am clearing my handphone sms-es tonight..!
i got 1284 messages in my inbox..!!!i broke christine's record..!!!but is like a few months then got this amount de la..hahahhaa.

oh well.off to watch shows already.photos when i am free. ^______^

to ms au:
really tried my best le la.is the blog de coding..!!!cause the preview one look super big le what.tsk.

school started yesterday the day before..
i think i will miss school when i graduate.lol..

on monday, went all the way to vivo after lectures.
had lunch which i cant recall at where.
tea break at starbucks.
dinner at some hong kong restaurants with good looking waiters.lol..
the whole day was for shopping but only yiyang brought a t-shirt.

and we played a stupid funny prank on shirmain.
part of it is in the video.the ending in fact.hahaha.

it involves spotting her from afar,
hiding to prevent being seen,
calling her and telling her to do stupid things,
while keeping her in sight all the time..

it sounds pretty stupid.but its entertaining..!!!!wahahaa..

today was buffet lunch cum tea cum dinner at sakae sushi. ^^
view shirin's blog for pictures.lazy to upload.hahaha.
and i finally finally brought the bag i want.though not really is something i like dao~~~ but still like la.lol.

and my stomach had been aching for the fifth day already..?i feel like taking out my stomach.lol..

and today.on the way to school.
i saw a YJC guy alight at kap.
i was thinking, 'omg.he live in bukit timah then he go all the way to yishun to study?!?crazy.'
then later i realised.i live in yishun.but i also go all the way to bukit timah study what.
then i also crazy already.

still wondering what the hell am i doing at ngee ann.

**edited**
okie.
this is a bigbigbigbigbig post especially for ms au.
really very big.



though its about a month ago..?lol.
get well soon.!

today is yuanwen's birthday.


i am in a mood for uploading pictures online.hahahha..
and i am sneezing sooo much now that i think the number of times i sneezed this morning exceeds the number of times i sneezed for the past 10 months.

this is an improvised version of the picture below...

which i forgot where i saved it from.lol.

it's just another picture.

and another one.i am always right.hahahhaaz.

i was forced to take the picture on the right...on a busy saturday evening in NTUC at bukit timah plaza. faintssss

ok la..so they look abit alike la..

this is a funny comic i found.wahahahaz..

the door of the office.

part of the many piles of files in the office,

part of the many files hidden in the office

and part of the many files in the office under the table.

every corner of the office is full of papers and files la..not horrible meh..?

this is a poor picture.cause i tried to took this secretly.hahaha..

i dont know isit only happens at yisun mrt station la..but then.you see the yellow markings..?that show where people should stand so that there is a space for people to alight 1st..?

in the mornings.the people at yishun mrt station very scary one.

instead of standing at the 2 sides,and clear the center space for people to alight..they queue up nicely at the center part where it is supposed to be cleared.

and the most irritating thing is.they continue to queue up nicely at every door.and only board the empty train.the occupied train they dont want.they will just stand there and wait for the door to close and for the train to drive off.they very the block way for people who want to board or alight the train..and they think is their right somemore.

and when the empty train comes.u can see the effect one.they machiam going for war like that.immediately go one step in front so that they are beyond the yellow line.and when the door opens, they chiong inside for seats.

super kiasu and irritating people.

school is starting tomorrow.

before i forget again.
i want to thank all those who sent their condolences. =))
my mama says '有心就好.'
=))

and i am having a slight fever.arghs.
suay until rot already.cause i can even cut myself with a scissors.. -.-

still thinking whether to go for band tomorrow/only tomorrow/never ever.*
*delete if applicable.

sleep sleep and maple..! ^^

so.he officially left us today.
my mother say he is in 宁外一个世界 already..
though they say because its a buddhist ritual, there should be no crying.
but like what my aunty say: '爸爸突然不见了,怎么可能不哭'
so the immediate family members still cried like mad.except for most of the guys..

and i must say.my grandfather really got 远见..

one day, my aunty called from the hospital asking to find a piece of paper in my grandfather's wallet with the type of drug he is allergic to..so after searching the whole wallet, i found that piece of paper.and also a stack of $50 notes sort of hidden away in the wallet..
at that time i still say to my grandmother, 'wahh..公公有这么多钱啊'

only today then i realise the $50 notes are for everyone of us if he left.
and i think my grandmother already know the purpose of the stack of money when i showed her la..

i cant be stupid-ier already.

oh.interesting thing.
we went to collect the ashes today also.and the person showed us the 舍利子,sarira, on his bones.its something green that is on the bones la..and the bones are all pinkish.
the person told us that the pink colour is because of the 舍利花.i dont know what's that in english.hahaha.
my aunty say 舍利子 grow from 舍利花..so i think right.if got more time then all the bones will be full of 舍利子 already..lol..
the person say not everybody will have 舍利子 and 舍利花 one.
and my mama say maybe is because my grandfather did alot of good deeds,修行 and other things la..thats why got.and i think its a good thing..?hahhaaz..

but then right.my grandfather is not really a superstitious or very devoted buddhist lehh..
so if people who got do good deeds will have the sarira..
then people who are not buddhist how..?they also have the sarira..?or maybe the bones know the person is not a buddhist then the sarira wont grow..?

so i suspect...either the person bluff us one.or they ownself draw the green and pink colour thing on the bones.

ok..i am evil to think this.but its still a good thing that my grandfather have soooooo many 舍利花 and a few sarira. ^^

and hor..ashes are not powdery and white as in shows de lor..i thought i will see white powder..but instead i saw chunks of pink bones..and the powder is sort of brown..?the person say its brown cause of medication.

and still everything still feels like it never happened.especially when we came back from the crematorium..everything is cleared already.

it still feels like he had never left.

on 25th of september,
i thought i will see the usual crowd when i reached home,
but all i know is that my grandfather is in hospital

on the 29th,
there is a call to tell us all to visit him at the hospital.
and my cousin informed us of the situation, telling us to be mentally prepared as anything might happen anyday and not to say a thing to my grandmother.

on the 3rd of october,
my grandmother told me that my grandfather is going to be discharged.and will reach home either that day or tomorrow.

on the 4th,
after the self practice and the mini drama of losing my flute case,
i went home.

just right after i opened the door.
my brother told me the worst news i had heard so far.



today is the 3rd day already.
and still, things felt unreal.

sometimes, i still think that he will come home from the hospital,
and seeing him reading the newspaper,
watching china news and football matches,
drinking his glass of alcohol,
sleeping at 9.30pm,
waking at 9am.
going to the market,
bringing given to school,
fetching given from school..
and the routine repeats.

seeing him lying there still feels weird.


the day he left for the hospital he told my grandmother not to worry and he will be back home.
and the day before he left, he insisted on coming home.
and now, he just lie there.


but at least he is not in pain anymore.

ok.i know its a lame add.but i really dont know what to put..lol.
and will be happier if the link doesnt spread around..? =))))))))
cause really wish to keep track on who is reading.

but blogpatrol is too confusing to use.
private the blog is too troublesome for you all and me.
site counter doesnt saymuch.
tagboard is always the usual people tag.

so like that lor..then i can say things i want to people i want only. ^^

wanted to make the blog nicer..but then.lazy.hahahhahaa..

i am hungry now.