i am looking forward to tomorrow. a day when i can sleep for as long as i want. =))

these 2 days are crazy.
everything is being random recently.hahaha.
wednesday is a self proclaim no school day. ^^
afternoon was shopping @ town with shirmain yiyang and kenneth.
then went for a kbox session and sang from 10pm to 6am with yiyang and gabriel.wahahaha.
i am so proud of myself because i didnt sleep at all except on the ride back. =D
kbox should go improve on their english songs MV.all so kuku one can..!
and its funny when gabriel sang the 'sexy back' song..!!!LOL.

after some sleep i met up with ms panda. ^^
and i finally cut my hair..!the fringe is super short now.hahaha..but the hairdresser is nice.i want go back there cut again..!!!hahaha..
then went to bugis after wasting a lot of time deciding where to go.lol..
wanted to go do pedicure then change to manicure.but in the end, after walking round and round, we didnt do any.hahahhhaaha.
chit chat and anyhow talk.then slacked at some mac and we went home after some trouble.LOL
i am still waiting for the panda to send me all the expired photos..!!! =))

this post seems stupid.

this seems like a nice movie..?

如果你可以用一块钱来买你几时会死掉的讯息,你会买吗?

recently the weather really weird.
just as i was complaining that the weather is soo hot, it started to rain heavily. -.-
and sooo heavy that the sheltered walkway in ngee ann is useless.
got shelter = no shelter
stupid ngee ann.spend so much money on useless traffic lights, dont want use the money to go upgrade more useful things like the walkways.TSK.

somehow.
things or people are different on some specific days.
or maybe its just me thinking too much.

FP project is irritating.
EC project is worse.

when you feel like hope is gone.
look inside you and be strong
and you will finally see the truth
that a hero lies in you.

i was listening to this song, you see.hahaha

yesterday meet up with majority of yoga.
yuanwen was not there as she need to shop for her prom night.
had dinner and after that was super random.
brought alcohol from NTUC.and we made it cold by hiding it beneath packs of frozen french fries,peas,nuggets,etc.LOL.
then took kuku photos at the playground.with people looking.
finished the drinks,took even more kuku photos.
then went home.

i was not drunk.
just slightly dizzy and very tired.hahahaha.



been thinking,
whether being born anti-social/慢热/introvert/etc. is sort of a wrong thing, a bad habit or a disability.
why are there so many people out there wanting to be outgoing, loud and sociable..?
is being a loner as wrong as murder..?
why are we constantly forced requested to be talking to people..?
is being comfortable with only certain group(s) of people wrong..?
am i wrong by confining myself to be able to feel comfortable with only certain group(s) of people..?

i then realised that last night i had a stupid dream.

the dream started with my bro and me reading a magazine.and found a article on suicide by bleeding to death.
so we decided to try it out on me.
the method is stupid la.
use a sharp object and cut a slit from the wrist vertically down to the elbow area.
then use a plastic wrap and bandage the whole arm.
and wait till i die.
lol.
in the dream i really wait leh.i was even thinking for the purpose of the plastic wrap while i was dying.then i figured out that it was meant to prevent the blood from spurting out and to numb the pain.hahaa.
some blood flowed out of the plastic. sometimes watery sometimes thick.i dont know why like that also.
then my arm started to feel cold and numb.
in the end, my mama come and see i die already anot and my bro suggested we stop it cause its taking too long.
-.-

there is also a part 2 la..but i forgot already.think is about me hiding the long scar wearing long sleeves and involve some fighting de.

when i wake up right,i really go check my arm see got scar anot lehh..

recently the dreams very real.
once i dreamt that my laptop broke into half.when i woke up i really go check my laptop then i realise its was a dream.
and the other time i was drinking milk in my dreams.and i woke up feeling like i really drank some milk.

stupid la.
and my flu is getting worse. =(((

i heard a nice story on 933 last night.i try my best to translate it.

exactly how much is life worth?

one day, an orphan boy ask the director of the orphanage, ''我在这世界上有什么意义?' the director just smile and didnt answer.
the next day, the director passed the boy a stone.the boy was asked to go to the market and sell it.but no matter how high the price is offered,he is not to sell it.

so,the boy went off and sat in the corner of the market.
surprisingly,many people came to him and tried to buy the stone.and the offer price got higher and higher.
at the end of the day, he went back to the orphanage and reported to the director.the director then ask the boy to go to the gold market the next day to sell the stone.

again,people came to him and offer their prices which was even higher than the previous day.following the director's instructions, the boy still refused to sell.
he got excited and went back to the orphanage.the director smiled and told him to go to the gems market the next day.

on the third day, the boy went and the same thing happened.the price was as high as 10times more when he was at the gold market.

when he got back to the orphanage, the director explained, 'this is the value of life. when you treasure the stone with care,an ordinary stone can also become a precious gem with value.its the same with life.it become more valuable when you learn to treasure and appreciate it.


ok.my translation sux.the story is really really nice de.it soooo niceeeeeee that after you hear it you will see the light.wahahaha.

yesterday,went shopping with the 2 shir-s after school.
brought stuffs that i like.its a productive..! =))

and its only a day that i decided not to bring a jacket out.
and the next day i am down with flu and sore throat.arghs.

facebook is getting fun.when you go play around with the applications. ^^
and i heard the scorpios have the most 帅哥美女?wahahahahhaa!

seeing my brother preparing for his prom just reminds me of the one i had 2 years ago. ='(
i hope my sore throat recovers sooonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn~ =((

*edited*
today is a unique day.
cause i did baking with my brother..!wahahhaa.
we tried to bake the cookies
made a mess out of the kitchen
overworked the microwave oven

in the end the cookies turned out to be crap.its not sweet enough lehh..
peiwen did one nicer..!!!wahahhaa.

ok.the CM lecturer is officially 烂.
cause everybody who is taught by him say he is 烂.
therefore, he is really 烂.
wahahaha.

and shirin's ISP video is funny dao~~~ shirin soooooooooooo tak glam can..!!LOL.

wow.i am listening to 933 now.

the DJ say the eldest son or daughter will be the smartest among all.but will also be the most anti-social one.
the middle kid will be more emotional and optimistic.and ALL the 2nd kid will be a joker.confirmed one.hahahhaa.
and the smallest kid will be more 我行我素.
the younger you are, the shorter and lighter-weight you will be.
and mother with round butts will give birth to smarter kids..!

lol.

i think i am going bonkers already.
i reached school at 9am for a lecture starting at 11. -.-

i feel like being 奢侈 this week.

yesterday was the band outing at sentosa.
the telematch organised was okay.
the rest is free time already.
peiwen shirmain and me chose to spend it by stoning around.hahaha.and digging the sand out of the 灯-thingy was surprisingly fun!wahahhaa.
and the breeze is soooooooooooooooooooooo cooling can.10427521387 times better than air-cons.lol.
took the skyride and LUGE.hahaha.think we chose the right time to sit on that skyride.
its freaking high and scary la.but the view is very pretty as well. =))
dinner with christine peiwen shirmain xingting hanyong yiyang and weiren at pastamania. ^^

today planned to do some tutorials.but somehow didnt managed to do anything.
played majong and went dinner with family at some restaurant.
the food there is expensive dao~~~ and the food is not nice. =(
and i saw mr white..!!the form teacher for 4devotion.hahhaa.
photos next time again!

tomorrow was supposed to be a no schol day.
but i am going to school just for that one hour of project meeting and maybe to help out in shirmain's bazaar.
i am such a nice friend.wahahaha.

sometimes i wonder how many people in the group are actually worried about the project.or am i the one being too paranoid.
and small actions and words really does make a big difference.
i miss russell in project groups. =((

and i miss sembawang park.

my brother showed me this trailer.the movie seems nice.hahahhaa.
and i am still going crazy finding cars and cars and cars.arghhs.

though i haven finish my part for the project i still went and meet with huiyan shirmain and kokwey and had dinner together yesterday.
i cant even remember when is the last time i see yuan wen already. =((

took some really super funny photos with them with huiyan's new camera.hahhahaa..super niceee functions.with the face capturing and colour filtering(?).. =DDDD
from like 6pm to 11pm, we took about 100++ photos..?hahahhaa..
and every photo is sooo funny can..!! ^^

and i finally experienced what shirin and weiren meant by just talking non-stop with no topic at all.rubbish talk.hahaha
and i think i never stopped laughing yesterday ba. =DD

my brother is sooooo emo.he went to play swing alone.

our group mate for one of the project, though we know her for like 2 weeks..?she bluff us 3 times already leh..!TSK.
going crazy over the stupid car projects.arghhs.

you all got watch the video in the previous post..??
wahaha.

i feel so 厉害..
cause i finished watching one anime series within like..3 hours..?
hahahahhaa.
quick say i am 厉害. =D

tried to finish watching princess mononoke before sleeping.
but realise the show pretty cheem sia..
decided to watch it from the beginning tomorrow again.. =))))

sleep more while you can!! ^^

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YES.i finally managed to embed videos already.wahahahhaa.
this is super interesting la..!!!must watch ok.MUST!!!

think i saved this picture long long long ago from here.

just on 24 hours.3 people asked me to 体谅.
got christine, kenneth and my mama.

and in the same 24 hours, me and shirin and shirmain discovered a niceeeee place in ngee ann.

its quiet over there.
got tables with plugs.
toilets nearby.
water coolers also.
the only thing is that it might be pretty troublesome when it rains.

but it's still nice. =))

tomorrow is a public holiday.
meaning 24 hours of free time.
to think whatever i want.
and to do whatever i want. ^^

i think this is funny.ella soooo sexy can..!!!look at the high slit.wahaha.

today.then i realise.
actually banks doesnt only do the usual depositing and withdrawing stuff only de lor..!
they actually do alot of other things.like advising people how to spend their money, plan for retirement, how to invest, communicate with banks in other countries, and alot of other stuff that i didnt know they are doing..
i think banks are super busy.

MS AU..!!!i am pissed too..!!!arghhs.

for a totally different reason.
i swear i will try not to complain about the same subject anymore starting from now.cause its 12.04AM.

i will start one day at a time.try.
and stupid shirin better dont tempt me again.lol

today i skipped band.for no reason.simply just that i feel like it..?
i know what i did was not correct.but.its just one practice that i had skipped..?
okay so maybe i got skip before for no valid reasons.but then i see, i hear other people not coming for band for no proper reasons.yet.no questions were asked.
and why.did i felt like i was a student and there is a need to report to the teacher of something i had done wrong..?
like what shirin say.why do i need a reason..?
think today special day..damn it.
and i was asked to 摸摸我的良心..?thanks ah.
sad to say my conscience tell me that its ok to skip band.

had dinner after that.talked rubbish. =)

and it just irritates disappoints me more hearing that you despise me.thanks.
or maybe, 'despise' is too strong.but again, maybe not.

i am nice enough to come update so that ms shirin got something to do when she's working.hahaha

lunch before band with peiwen and shirmain.had 小碗面. ^^
band was yesterday.but it was no fun at all.at least for me la.boos.
dinner @ kap after some slacking around in the clubhouse with gabriel peiwen kenneth shirmain weiren and yiyang..
after that yiyang went off and the remaining of us went play LAN games..!!
hahaha..played CS and warcraft aka dota for the 1st time in 18 years.hahahaha.
its nice and fun! =))

saw the picture shirmain posted and christine's post about going back to her secondary school reminds me of my own secondary school too. =((
tutorials!!!!!!

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initially i was so tired that i can fall asleep on the sofa without bathing first.
but now i totally dont feel like sleeping already.

60 days to year 2008.

and oh.

to the JC PEOPLE:

JIAYOU~~

i am blessing you all.hahaha