i secretly wish to see someone trip and fall when they walk with their arms folded.

that will teach them a lesson.

i have just decided that i am going to send my 后代 to art classes in the future...!

its so fortunate to be able to draw something NICE with just a few strokes.
i wish i was more art inclined. :(


and once i thought of a suitable domain,
i am switching out of blogger!

no more uploading pictures nonsense!
pek chek.

out of 10 dreams i had, 6 of my dreams are all about me being late..!
in all kinds of situations, and the frequency is scaring me abit.

so, the interpretation!

To dream that you are late, signifies your fear of change and your ambivalence about seizing an opportunity. You may feel unready, unworthy, or unsupported in your current circumstances. Additionally, you may be overwhelmed or conflicted with decisions about your future. Time is running out and you no longer have time to accomplish all the things you want. Alternatively, being late in your dream could be telling you that it is better late than never.

maybe its the fear that i am growing older. :(
felt so old when my brother told me he is going clubbing!
gosh.
thank god, its the older brother.

spent my friday and saturday with adeline!

met up with her for TCC dinner after work on friday..!
and we got a complimentary cake!
because we found some things in my food.hahahhaa.

the cake was sooooooooooooooo nice!i totally dont mind having it RIGHT NOW.hahhahaa.
the dessert we had tasted abit like those milky cereal, which was abit weird for me..
but overall the dinner foods were still nice de lor!!
and adeline paid most part of the meal! :DD

had the last mac breakfast at ang mo kio..!
then shopped around after that...
and i gotten another pair of shoes!
this one is suitable for walking around in hong kong one.hahahhaa.

then we had our haircut!
pretty satisfied with mine.hahahhaa.
its abit shorter now, cause i thought the hairdresser looked abit sad when i told him i wanted to keep my hair length..
hahahaha.

then waited for adeline to have her super-painful-but-the-final-results-super-pretty de eyelash extension!hahahhaaha.
next time then i post the photos.
lazy la~

then back to my house to do liese hair dye!wooooooooohooooooooooo~
and my colour is obviously more obvious than last time already!hahahahaha.

tried using the whole bottle,
but not even halfway though, it was already foaming like crazy.hahahhaa.
conclusion: they changed their formula!
and it is confirmed by the advertisement we saw!lolll.

final stop at thomson!
had our dinner at Fatboys.
this time my burger tasted nicer, maybe cause we used our hands?hahahhaha.
then to drinking at liquid kitchen!

note to self: never attempt to drink on a VERY FULL stomach.

felt so uncomfortable!
but we still managed to finish a bucket of 5.hahahhaa.
had fun with my new found camera's flash!
took retarded pictures..loll.



boohoohoo.
i am quitting my weekend job!
and it is when i decided to quit that people are telling me that they want to buy stuffs from there.
amazing timing..!hahahhahaa.

the only fact that i am tolerating the low pay is that i am able to choose my work times freely,
but i am not even allowed to do that anymore!
oh wells.

plusplusplus.
i am no longer as happy as i was.
why stay to make myself unhappy right?

photos next time!
i am busy relaxing.hahahhaa.
off to watch drama! :D

there's a million and one what if
and yes,we cannot undo anything.

sad life.

sundays are always nice when you dont have to work! =D
met up with kenneth, shirmain, weiren, yiyang and shirin!

ate at ding tai feng (again),
had 小笼包 (YUMMY! =DD),
watched the Blood Pledge (i think its not bad.cause every few minutes there is some scary scene which kenneth and me avoid seeing.and shirin was sooooooooooooooooo calm!),
shopping (wheeeeeeeeeeeeee~),
had turkish dinner (weird hard rice),
kbox (SHIOK!),
and finally WORLD CUP at yiyang's house!

i cant believe i managed to sit through one whole soccer match plus the 30 minutes extra time starting at 2.30 am.
i can still remember the times when i hated soccer matches so much cause they cause me my favourite television show.hahhaa.
i hope you are watching the match up there! :)
i think the match was exciting maybe because i was excited.hahaha.
happy that spain won!
though i cant even come up with a decent reason why i supported them in the first place.hahahaha.

applied leave on monday and...
had the japanese kiseki buffet with peiwen, hanyong, kenneth, shirmain and yiyang!

the food was nice!
and i totally agree with the statement that japanese foods have similar taste.hahahaa.
the buffet didnt really satisfy my sushi craving,
but they have AWESOME chawamushi!! =DD
and the garlic rice isnt as nice as the teppanyaki one i had with xinyun.
but still the food is all nice enough la.hahhahaa.

played pool after that.
and i am officially the noob-est pool player already.
but i dont think i am going to practise more to change that.hahhaa.

went training after that with peiwen.
and it was HELL.
warm ups, then the arms exercises and the throwing and being thrown.

i am not sure whether it was the pain of my thighs, knees, hand, hip, etc,
or the 无奈 feel that you are getting up to get thrown again
that caused the 泪洒 dojo episode.
roarss.
just hope that i was not too embarrassing.

since judo trainings are supposed to be tough.

hell training always causes difficulty in moving limbs the next day.
and that explains my limping around in the office. =(

and i had scrapped skin on all four of my limbs!
plus my neck.
amazing.

and air tickets to hong kong have been booked!
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
i am $378.95 poorer though.loll.

finally!
a day without covered shoes, contact lenses and make-up..!
watched Confucius, Kaiji and Grave of the Fireflies.

Confucius is full of cheem chinese sentences that i cannot understand.
but 周润发 is charming!

Kaiji is just. -.-
but i like the way they play the card games..!
but again, the time spent on that is not very much..

and Grave of the Fireflies is touching!
the sister is soooooooooooooooooo cute and mature for her age!
so sad she died. :( poor thing.

friday was a happening day!
met shirin for vietnam dinner where they serve nice food!
the pork chop rice i had is nice dao~

then off to play lan with adeline at ang mo kio!
and i decide to conclude that my team mates brought me down!hahhaa.
though, i am also not very pro. :(

finally, went to raffles place to find yiyang and wait for shirin to knock off..!
and we went to yello jello for a drink to celebrate shirin's end of exams.hahaha.
felt abit dizzy after that cause i drank too quickly. :S
shirin and me started talking very loudly.lolll.

and we went to spize after that!
the food is all very extreme.
they totally 不手软 with the ingredients.
sweet milo, sweet teh bing.
the food will taste very nice if only i am more awake.hahahhaa.
tired dao~~~~

and generous shirin treated us to the food and drinks!
wooooooots :D

thursday training was fun with all the self defense tactics!!! :)))

went for volunteer work with yiyang on wednesday.
and there is a very cute girl who seems really happy to play with yiyang!hahaha.
had my dinner at thomson
and i was too full to have tau huey.. :((

met up with xinyun on tuesday.
wanted to pass to her the bag, but i left it in the office!
SO SMART.

had dinner at ding tai feng.
either they changed their portions or i was really hungry.
cause i finished the noodles! *claps*
no 小笼包 cause xinyun dont eat that and i cant finish one 笼 by myself.. :(

randomly went to meet patrick at marina square.
walked around marina square with xinyun after he went off to meet his friends.

randomly and finally went to have tau huey at selegie with patrick and xinyun!
hahahhaa.patrick was entertaining dao~

skipped training on monday.
i was too tired!
probably due to a serious case of monday blues.lolll.


and i realised i am out almost everyday..!
maybe that will explain all the weird blisters and scrapped skin on my feet.
and i am still unhappy at this morning's incident!ARGHS.

I AM SOOOOOOOOO ANGRY!

let's say she is 天生 嗓门很大
or she is freaking pissed that she is short handed.
and freaking pissed that i didnt contact her earlier that i am not working.

STILL.

she shouldnt shout at me what!
what if i am really sick until i want to die already..?
and she hanged up the phone on me, TWICE can.

FUCKING PISSED to the max.


omg.i am super angry.

okay, maybe i should call the store since i dont have her handphone number.
but i had tried contacting someone from the store way before the store is open for business.

and not even a "好吧.你休息.我自己想办法" or a "get well soon"
maybe i would feel guilty if she ask me to rest and stay at home.

but she called the second time and
just a "所以你今天是不能来了啦..?"
and hanged up the phone.

seriously..?!?!

i always thought the problem lies with me.
since everyone else was happy with her.

i am the only one who broke down in the store,
and thinking that she dislike me since her tone is ALWAYS different with me,
and twisting all her words into sentences with double meaning.

i seriously thought it was all because of my active imagination.


but the "所以你今天是不能来了啦..?"

i got nothing to say man.

ARGHS.
angry.

on weekdays, i tell myself that at least i do not have to stand for 8 hours, have the same workload as a full time staff yet underpaid and 受 both customers' and colleagues’ 气.

on weekends, i tell myself that at least i do not have to stress over acting like i have something to do, risk getting knocked over by cars and be irritated by birds.

three 7-day working weeks already!
i am thankful that the weekday job is actually half-day.
if not i would have died in the first week.


started and finished gossip girl season 3,
and i think its the best season already!
amazed that there is still alot of permutation and combinations of couples between the 6 leading characters.hahahhaa.
and i love dorota!!she is so funny!

getting pissed with my mp3 player.
therefore the number 1 item on my birthday wish list:
a mp3 player!

that is, if i can tolerate its auto shut off ability till october.

i watched Eclipse with adeline on friday..!!!!
and i swear this will be the last time i am watching a popular movie a few days after its release.

hate a full theatre...!
the crowd's giggles spoiled my mood watching the show.
they just giggle at the slightest thing eh..!omg..
:((

but the movie is still okay la~
i like the exciting parts where they were running and fighting.
definitely better than the 2nd movie..!

and sadly,jasper is no longer cute..!!
i prefer his other haircut more. :(

and the bad sister that hates bella..?
i think they did something to her.
cause she looked abit different and indeed prettier!hahahhaa.

and victoria definitely is a changed person.
prettier, younger and thinner!wahahahhaa.

i am still looking forward to the fourth movie!


and my brother blogged about harry potter's movie trailer.
the deathly hallows.

its going to be in 2 parts!
first in november 2010, second in july 2011.
-.-
half a year difference eh!
and people are upset about it being in 3D.
i dont understand!hahahaa.

and miko say nodame cantabile 2 is coming to singapore this month!
woooooohoooooo!


body still aching from thursday training. :S
and my 老毛病 is back to haunt me again.